Star Green

2010-08-14T18:35:00.002+08:00

yeah my life was always like that , fuck my life , fuck the world , hate my life so much . this was what i get for putting so much in this r&s , laugh! to fuck face :better treat her nicely , if u two really one day get together , treat her better , try to let her dont quarral . believe me if u treat her not nice , trust me u wont know what happen.
i wont believe in love anymore , love does not exist , sweet at the beginning , hurtful at the end .when i close my eye the person i saw was u , no others . no matter how much i want u back , i know it wont be . do u know when i heard u sick , i dont care what i doing i take bus go see u? half way of the bus u sms me , do u know how painful this was? sorry? no matter how much u say sorry , the park u gave me still in my heart , why bother saying sorry ? why bother telling me not sad? laugh , nvm , take it as my lesson . no matter how no mood i am , how sad i was, i have to change into a person that everyone call jz . i have think so much , the chalet i dont want le , there was no meaning to me anymore , throw away the thing bah .
a few days ago i wrote this in my phone :
dear , i knew the answer a very long time ago . i have no money , maybe i am ite , i am stupid and my family . i have think of this a very long time , i have think about what my future wants to be , u said u gonna open a shoes shop . one day i would work very very hard for u to open one , and i know this was your dream . there was once u said this , u want to go japan one day , i would try my best to work for it and fullfilled what u want:)
ite maybe a big change for me , i had been telling myself this , if i work a little more harder , maybe i can be the same poly as yours . i know when i go out with you , i and u got a very big different . because i am wearing ite u , but i have told myself this i would study hard to be in poly than no one would say anything . i know when i when to ite i change alot , i smoking . i told myself this , if i cant change you , i would change myself instead , to be the same with u , so that i can know you more .
maybe sometime i abit slow and stupid , but i am trying very hard to be clever by studying hard and know more things , so that i can know more about what u say . from the beginning of the r&s , i have promise myself this , to make u smile everyday . i have remenbered everything u said to me , that was why , no matter how angry i was , no matter u are at the fault , i would not scold at you , throwing temper at u , because u like people to let u .
from a very long time i know u dont like my family , they talk alot , they scold alot , time was what i want for myself . in a r&s i know family was very important, maybe give them somemore time . do u know that when they everytime say about u was good thing? dear u have teach me alot of things , u mean alot to be . but now i have change to be better after we break than patch , i know lim jiazheng would not be so wear in the past wont be down so easily . and how should i protect my loves one if i am weak?
and i know its not easy to promise u that , and i wont . when someday really comes , i wont blamb anyone , i would tell myself , i never do well enough . i would tresure every moment with you , till the days come . yes i will live happily , but alone , me , jiazheng , and myself . i wont drag anyone down with me , i wont love anyone anymore , because i know when the days come , the cut i would not heal easily . i had given in so much in this r&s , and i know the answer long ago . and this thing came to my mind , nothing will last , if really that day comes , it will be the day i dont believe love anymore . and this time i wont cry , i know u dont wan see me cry . but i will try my very best no matter what reason u gave me when the day comes , because my love to u wont change .
by: boy

2010-08-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

today was the last day of the school before term break . morning school as normal , after school take 187 back to my house there bus stop , than wait 171 to yishun . dam long the bus than come -.- saw bus 190 8 time LOL when i first saw u , i was so happy :) than eat than talk awhile , in my heart i felt not enough :( i miss her so much :( thinking when can we go ps again , watch movie , shopping and alot :)

dear i love you , no matter what happen in the future , boy will alway be there for you and he will be walking though everything . dear , one of your smile can make me felt happy . smile more :) just like before :) i miss you dear :)

2010-08-07T18:22:00.003+08:00

yesterday dear came to my house :) play cards , play games , taking photo :)

had fun with her :)

after that when to cc eat :) than send her to yishun than bus home .

love her mauck :)

today , not much using com , playing dota , watch some drama ..

soooooooooooooo boring ...

miss dear so much :)

2010-08-04T21:31:00.002+08:00

today , wake up at 8.30 am , and my school starts at 8am . so i skip the first lesson, after that when for the second lesson . after school , when home and get change , than when out to sp to find dear :)

after that when to north point walk walk , we eat kfc :) after that home :)

simple and sweet :)

2010-08-01T19:34:00.002+08:00

boring boring boring ...

one picture for today :)

see deardear having her nail stick :)

cute la her :) miss her so much today ..

i love you dear :)

2010-07-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

first of all picture :)

first time playing fish game we win this much

and today all together with last time

ok , today school was normal do all the same things lesson ..after school dear come and find me :) and she waited at my school :) after that she came to my house , than rest awhile , than to plaza sing. with fx and dear :) first of all reach there play with the fish game , today no good luck :( only dear have , and i lose dear token , sorry ..next time i will control myself :( i super no mood , cos i spent hers and lose it :( after that take photo , talk cock than bus home :)

when i with u , i alway feel that i can say all i like , talk all i like :)

i love you so much dear , i had very fun today :)

2010-07-25T20:15:00.004+08:00

first start with photo taken with dear in ps today :)

after that picture taken in the house with fx , abit funny la LOL..

ok , today morning with out to to sandy's grandma songka , was abit sad la and some

regart that i never get a chance

to see her before she pass away :( after that when down to ps and meet dear :) first ,

when to play the fish thing ,

very

fun la , abit like gamble lor , dear dont sad k? we just lose 10 bucks only ,

next time we still can win de k?

after that

when to eat kfc , took some photo and home :)

i really love today :)i love when we go out together :)

i really wish this feeling would last very very long :)

i am very happy today , thank you dear :)

2010-07-24T09:50:00.000+08:00

in my heart , i don know why i fucking care about wat u say so much .

in my heart , i don know why i care about u so much .

in my heart , i alway tell myself to change it for the better ,

so that u would have a best boyfriend in the world .

in my heart , i know whatever u did , whatever u do ,

it was to made boy a better one .

in my heart , u seldom express out u care me very best ,

but u express it in a very other way .

in my heart , you are the first , no others .

no better how u think it was very bad ,

I JUST LIKE LIM YANTING NO MATTER WAT !!!!

i alway treasure every moment in the past and present .

LIM YANTING , i am right here to tell u ,

in my heart u are not like that:)

u are still my deardear as before :)

i love u , i will be waiting at the ps at 12 still u come :)

2010-07-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

wake up today , my eye felt pain don know why , and its raining :) after that get change , than train off to school :) reach school , boring boring and boring , study , playing cards game , play i-phone , texting with dear :) after that home :)

i miss you so much ,

i love you so much ,

i cant with sunday to came :)

i teasure every thing we do ,

everything we said and text :)

我爱你:)

2010-07-18T11:37:00.001+08:00

you have teach me alot of things , i havent learn in the past ,i very greatful to the god that i have met u :) i know i am not the jiazheng u know the past le , i not good to be your boyfriend .. what u said was right , i am useless , because of a small things i became like that , how am i be your boy friend ? how am i suppossed to protect u? i told myself this in the bus :"至少，我成经很爱很爱一个人。" when i was in the bus i ask myself this , what kind of person i am in the past , conpare now?

i tell myself this , i am going to change back to the past of me , the strong jiazheng .wont fall because of little small things , just like the first time u met me .. if anyone ask me do u still love her , i would say i love her and my feeling to her wont change .. this one year , thank you for letting me learn alot of things ...

i know no matter how much i want u back u wont ,

because i know what u want , the jiazheng is not

the want u met now , i know i will change back

to the past jiazheng who are strong , who wont

easy to fall so easy , who wont cry , and so weak..

one day i will win your heart back , because i still

love you ..

2010-07-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

today after school , when to plaza sing with dear and fx :) first of all , we when to the acarde to play the game . LOL 9 win in a row haha ! deardear ~ after that when to eat some japan things , than watch movie :) haha ! than home :)

photo taken for today

dear , thx you for today , i am very happy :)

i love you :)

2010-07-08T22:26:00.002+08:00

when each day pass, i always told myself this , did i know u more ? did you happy for today? did u smile for today? i know i am not a good boyfriend , don't know you well , always made you angry and sad , and i am stupid and slow when things happened . but i always told myself this , jiazheng u can do it ! try harder , just like other couple . i want you to have a very best boyfriend in the world , today i had made you very very angry . sorry.

i am stupid , when things happened i only know

how to say sorry .

2010-07-07T21:47:00.009+08:00

i don wan u to be alone at night walking , i scare something happen to you , i had promise myself that i don't want you to be alone . when each day pass , i want you to smile and stay happy more than the previous day . i am sorry that i never listen to you today , because u said to me this , u scare of taking bus and walking alone at night . from that day onwards , i had tried my very best to send to home despite how much of my tiredness . i know u care about me , don't want me tomorrow go school to be tired in class .

na deardear boy give u de :) haha !

waiting for you , at your block downstairs for almost half hour , but you didn't came back . when i walk back , i keep turning back , to see weather u coming back , but .. its cold to be alone . dear in my heart i only had left you to share all my feeling with , don't leave me alone . my family is not like a family anymore , i really don't feel like coming back , and see them like stranger . i am sorry

2010-07-05T00:52:00.002+08:00

yeah , after u read what she wrote, and still nothing change , things was still the same , buying things for her . i am just don know why should u waste money on her when she doesn't even fuck care about u? on the past one year , what did u get from her ? as u said , happy to go her house with their parent and all that , think it again , u are treating her as sister or girlfriend ? as yt say a R&s was not just one person giving in , from the past 1 year , what i can see was you are giving in for her , buying her things . everyday not fail go to her house . yeah , u said she cant go out cause her mother don let , but why she don't want fight for it? but when the time u break with her , why out of sudden , she can go out liao? we are brothers thats why we say things to you , but the choice was still yours , up to you . weather to go on or stay at the same spot wasting your time, wasting your money on a person that can't be yours again , i really hope u can walk thought this , and stay happy alway like the past u playing game laugh with us play with us :)

time to say me and deardear liao :) on tuesday , morning wake up at 6 am , when to dear house to see her sleep , LOL , i know i siao de wake up so early . after tat when to dye my hair with dear , mine was red and dear was light brown .. guess how much ? mine 15 plus , and dear 19 plus ..cheap right :) after that when to eat lava rock with dear :) nice to eat , not bad . after that when to t-mall to watch movie ip man ( the legend is born ) :) okok la the show , after that when to eat dinner , than home :)

as for today , wake up for work , sian sian sian .. after that dam happy that dear come and find me for lunch :) after that walk walk , talk talk , smoke smoke .

simple , but sweet :)

i am very glad to have u to be my girlfriend :)

i miss you dear very much :)

i look forward for my coming chalet with u :)

love u dear :)

2010-06-27T00:05:00.001+08:00

working working and working ..

so i think i have no time to post more ,

gonna sleep soon .. i really wish i have plan for monday and tuesday would goes well :)

i miss you alot :)

miss your voice :)

miss your hug :)

miss your kiss :)

i love you very much , as the first time we met :)

do u know when i saw u today , i feel very happy,

but somehow i feel like crying out , because

miss you so much than happy ..

and boy don wan to let dear alone , because boy wan wan to made

dear everyday happy than last time , will be alway be by your side

when u need me :)

and thx for the post for today , u are alway the one who brighten my heart everyday :)

i love you :)

2010-06-26T22:09:00.003+08:00

(person in the above picture ) is here to blog for boy . ♥

hmms , i think he just ended work & will be going home soon . this naughty boy did many many things behind my back thinking that i wont find out !! D: and yet dont want peii miie , continue working and working and working !! i'm sooooooo going to be super , ultra , very , extremely , angry about it !! ROARRRRRRRRRS! earning sooooo much and yet say he feed miie too much cannot feed more :PP so , miie so broke , no pocket money from him :)) STINGY BOYBOY :0

&&&&& before i forget :

ANNOUNCEMENT : remember to visit him at BPP from 1st to 4th july !

ending with this beloved picture of mine (: ~~pretending~~ to think of him (:

2010-06-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

fun days with dear :)

today morning wake up with my bad head pain :( than at about 2plus headed to deardear school there :) i miss her so much de la :) and and she was alway so cute de :) than off to bukit batok csc play pool with fx and dear :) fun la skill okok only ..play until about 5plus to 6 take 187 bus home with dear :)

dear ar dear ! 499 only i sure will win u de , don laugh to loud hor :)

but i think was no chance liao :( now i am looking at the neo print and

smile to myself :) cos i am so cute lor LOL bhb , dear i miss u so much

now , i love u dear mauck !

5 things i wanna do with dear :)

1: lie down and see stars with dear

2: play yan huo with dear

3: take neo print with dear

4: drink with dear

5: japan with dear :)

now dear for your homework , same things 5 things u wanna do with boy !

2010-05-24T20:49:00.002+08:00

everytime we quarral , i know u more , we know each other more and more :)

10things of wat i like about you

1: the way u act cute

2:the way u angry

3:understand me

4: care about me

5:when u smile

6:when the time we play around

7:the way u love me

8:your small size, and your height

9:make me smile using all your act way :)

10:your everything

对不起。

2010-05-23T22:46:00.003+08:00

fun day :)

morning out with nick to ite mama shop slack , than go eat , than pool :) okok la tat was fun :)

after tat rest at home awhile , playing with my phone , at night when for roller , i so not pro lor ,

anyone want to teach me? and my leg was dam pain ....

deardear i miss you so much :)

must do homework hor !

mauck:)

2010-05-19T20:35:00.003+08:00

today wake up head still got little pain ..but still i when to school :) first lesson pe , play play awhile never play liao , than break , play cards , than life skill lesson ... was sleeping , than break awhile than when to send deardear money :) deardear must eat more wor:) than after tat theory lesson , than home ..

dear, now your turn liao :)

list down 10 things i afraid of :)

your homework :)

2010-05-16T21:43:00.002+08:00

today wake up, dont know why start changing clothes than off to dear house :) reach there about 8.30 LOL and she just wake up -.- after tat when to dear there eat :) than after tat back to my house play cards ..than off to timah play pool with dear , jf , fx , joel :) after tat when to eat mac..than back to my home :) awhile with cards than sleep .. after tat acc dear to yishun eat :) walk walk awhile than bus home :)

dear i miss you ,

i had fun today thank you dear :)

2010-05-15T10:07:00.003+08:00

10 thing deardear afraid of :)

no.1 dogs

no.2 veg

no.3 chicken rice

no.4 being lost

no.5 boyboy think too much

no.6 boy cry :)

no.7 lose

no.8 fei fei

no.9 boyboy por her !

no.10 pain.

done with my homework :)

i love you dear ;)

2010-05-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

sad.

shock tat my grandfather going back , had been talking awhile with him , still remenber the first time he came to sg , he was very very skinny ..but now became fatter liao :) will be missing him very very much de :(

一路顺风。

人在做，天在看

谁是好，谁是坏

自己心理有数。

十八年的付出，

换来的是这样。　

dear i miss you so much , thank you again for today :)

i miss your kiss man ! :):)

promise me to live until 66 , cannot die early than me ,

i really very scare tat u live me one day , sometime i dream of

u die, i cried and scare.

i love you dear :)

2010-05-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

a happy day with dear :)

thank you dear , for making my day happy :)

there may be some time u made me very angry ,

but i try my very best to smile back at u ,

i will try my very best to make you smile and be happy alway .

i promised to myself from the day we together ,

i want to make your everyday happy ,

see u smile alway :)

because when i am unhappy or say , i hear your voice , i see your smile,

it made me feel happy .

dear , i love you no matter what you are :)

2010-05-07T12:49:00.002+08:00

simple&sweet :)

today school nth much , morning when for cad awhile ,

than break . after tat exam , die liao some don know,

all anyhow do wan ..

after tat when home use com awhile , off to lot1 to meet

deardear :) walk, s____, mac , have fun :)

dear thank you , for always made my day a very happy day :)

我好爱好爱你林彦廷：）

2010-05-01T10:04:00.002+08:00

thursday

when to school for the theory test , heng i got listen to teacher revison , if not sure fail de lor ! after tat when home , wait for the time to past until 2pm , off to dover , wait for dear ..than off to causeway to buy ticket of Ip man2 for tml LOL i know la scare i don have the seat wat , alway sit very in front ma ..than tekken awhile than home ..

yesterday

when to school for the test , heng the teacher come help me for the wire , so good sia haha :) than i am the first person to finish :) don know my marks good or not ..than when to west mall with wenhui to buy things..than home ..use com until 2.30 than off to cause way to watch movie , alot ppl ok ! heng i buy early :) cpl seat :) the show was nice la like those fighting movie :) than walk walk awhile than home :)

today

wake up coughing non-stop ..not feeling well

2010-04-26T15:48:00.003+08:00

fei fei day LOL !

today school was ok , first was java test , wow dam easy .. than break for 3h , oh dam long ..than when to west mall to eat , than arcard ..back school about 1pm for the cad test , easy also :) than home :) and on my way home , dam alot of fei fei , scare they trap inside my hair LOL , ltr go shower !

as i said i will post about this :)

10 things deardear like :)

no.1 - she dam like baby

no.2 - she like me calling her deardear~

no.3 - she like hellokitty :)

no.4 - she like ppl hong her

no.5 - she like taking picture !

no.6 - icecream

no.7 - like boyboy to be botak!

no.8 - she like stich alot :)

no.9 - like outing out with me :)

no.10 - of cos boy :)

2010-04-22T18:15:00.003+08:00

raining day.

school as per normal today , today not much to say , all along doing project .. 5 than release , was caught in a rain . everytime was end up wet in the bus , than everyone will see me LOL . thats all for today post .

dear i miss you:)

2010-04-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

been neglecting boy because of work.

happy and fortunate to have this boy , not grumbling about not meeting him and understanding miie because of my work (: i love you. thanks boy for all these while .

hopefully when school starts we'll have more time together than when i'm working . i ♥ you very very much

i love you . i love you . i love you . i love you . i love you. i love you . i love you . i love you . i love you . i love you . i love you . i love you. i love you . i love you . i love ouy. i love you . i love you . i love you . i love you . i love you . i love you. i love you . i love you .

pictures while we were on bus :D

the only normal picture taken - below are the ones boy were playing a fool.

his act blur face , but i like :P

somehow i like this picture the most .

see his mouth is ultra BIG.

blurred - the bus move suddenly .

byebye,

with love,

deardear

2010-04-12T20:41:00.002+08:00

today school , with the same ppl again , doing the same thing everyday , playing the same old cards, smoking ... today first lesson , java :) was easy la , than break , when to eat , than out to mama shop to smoke ..back to java again , doing the second part , than break 1 h again , out smoke and play cards again .. than thoery lesson LOL boring , missing dear alot , after tat break again 30min , out smoke , than cad lesson , see the teacher sian liao , heng she say no lesson , than out liao ..slack with them smoke than bus to plaza buy the dye , (flaming red ) not very good .. than now listening songs and waiting deardear call me .. tml was tuesday wat to do in the morning?

i love u dear :)

2010-04-09T19:55:00.002+08:00

boring day ..

today not much things happened, morning use com until afternoon , than when to plaza buy my school shoes :) not my money anyway :) i buy a grey wan 19.90 :) than when home rest awhile than use com again lor , nth much :)

suddenly think back thing tat r past , the first time we meet :)

the first time we kiss and hold hand :) and i start smile on my own ..

and i love u more and more :)

dear i miss u :)

2010-04-04T21:23:00.002+08:00

tired. this few day of work.

i miss u very much :)

wed to today i have been working ! tired ! finally deardear was back :) i miss her super alot :) it seems like she eat alot in the trip ! boy also wan , boy jealous ! today wake up at 5.30am to go my father there and help until about 10 plus when home , than when t o plaza to eat KFC . after tat slack awhile than home .

hope u like it :)

i love u :)

2010-04-03T22:41:00.001+08:00

tml u gonna back :) missing u so much deardear :)

boyboy love deardear forever !

it almost done jiayou !

2010-04-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

jiayou jiazheng keep on going ,

few hundred more to go !

i miss u dear!

2010-04-01T06:44:00.002+08:00

sorry

wake up at 6 , and i overslept , and i cry ..

really before u go i really have alot of thing to tell u de,

drink more water before u go , eat more things but dont eat anyhow things ,

before u sleep must drink water first , and must early sleep , than can sleep bao bao..

dam tired plus phone flat , sorry i am late , i hope

i still have chance , when ur back call me k?

2010-03-31T15:56:00.000+08:00

no mood..

bus, tears just drop out

2010-03-29T23:49:00.001+08:00

thank you dear , for today :)

thank you for making my day happy always :)

i love u dear muack :)

2010-03-29T22:23:00.001+08:00

i ♥ you my boy

2010-03-27T23:36:00.001+08:00

i love you , hamster .

shall bite you for calling me a hamster!

2010-03-27T11:27:00.003+08:00

the most difficult things to do was

to say goodbye to your love ones.

tears just roll out of my eye when i close my eye,

you wont know how much i miss you..

2010-03-25T22:07:00.003+08:00

no matter how strong a guy look outside,

one day he will breakdown ..

i no mood , make me laugh ..

i wanna cry..

2010-03-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

hihi , deardear here , since boy have been posting for miie ,NOW its MY turn ((:

these few days havent been spending time with him , so )': , ever since chalet . if i'm given another chance for a chalet , i will definitely spend alot of him with him . even if it means to give up my sleep. and will surely be a good girl . now , i only hope that he S. less only for i'm the cause ): sleeping soon , tomorrow OT ):

i love you

2010-03-24T21:02:00.002+08:00

morning wake up , watch drama :) until 12 plus , than when to bb to buy cig , than sit there chat with the uncle ..than when to fajar there to wait fx , at bus , past things came to my mind LOL..

haha secondary school thing ..i miss the school haha , but ite was still better :) no regart being ite student ,despite ppl say not good :) after tat when to plaza acarde play awhile the majong , LOL bo heng keep lose than don wanna play liao ..than meet wc slack awhile than buy firework thing :) make rocket, sian mine cannot fly ! after tat when home liao ..

:) i miss u alot , but bo bian :(

i love u dear :)

wanna ask u a question,

that was in my mind a long

time , but i have no guts..

anyway i will do my best in ite,

take care teacher:)

2010-03-23T18:50:00.002+08:00

today morning wake up , use com awhile after tat when out smoke than when to lot 1 meet my other two frenz...after tat see than eat , than when to interview LOL okok la , they just say they will call me only la ..after tat when to bbp to see got job ma , than when to eat kfc , than walk walk awhile , than bus to yishun to meet dear , than smoke walk walk than she when back work liao ..

than meet fuxiang slack awhile than bus home ..

tired..

happy 8mth :)

i love u more and more :)

2010-03-21T17:04:00.003+08:00

back from chalet for 2 night :)

smoke , pool , cards , eat and firework ! fun :)

now must have a good rest liao !

haha! holiday now ! 3 weeks ha!

now gonna rest liao , bye

2010-03-15T23:12:00.003+08:00

deardear here , cause boyboy lazy ( as usual ) pig always lazy de ma..

boy is like a BIG BABY!! cannot take care of himself de. fall sick , now the head -.- wonder if i everyday busy den you how. more injuries? take care of yourself - LEARN! && i miss boy very very much , busy these few days , hope that he will take good care and recover soon , &&& pray hard that nothing happens to his head(:

boy ah, i not with you must drink ALOT ALOT of water, sleep EARLY , s. LESS, eat MORE , DONT anyhow eat junk food! i love you. muacks. ♥

2010-03-14T17:38:00.003+08:00

tired, coughing and coughing ..

deardear must drink more water ,

eat more , after work , go home rest :)

boy love dear alway :)

爱你一万年：）

2010-03-13T14:13:00.000+08:00

i miss u dam dam dam dam much :)

i love u alot alot alot:)

2010-03-11T21:00:00.003+08:00

tired day..

wake up at 8am ! LOL of cos late la cos lesson starts at 8 ..cos phone got problem bah .. bus to school , lesson than after tat teacher call us to take nafa test LOL sian la ..2.4 never take cos going vomit liao..

standing broad jump : 204 cm ( lol first time , but make my leg dam pain )

sit and reach :39cm ( LOL skill drop liao )

sluttle run : 10.4 s ( slow slow )

pull up :1 ( long long time still one nia LOL )

sit up :41 ( haha!)

after tat head more dizzy , than lesson , and and the dam teacher don let me go home, bad teacher ..aftter tat when to dover for some talk or wat ar don know la LOL ...one thing i like was they say this :)

you are today where your thoughts have brought you,

you will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you

and and the school was like dam nice lor , than ours leh LOL dam old and everything damage ..

after came back when for lesson again :) after tat my frenz pei me to the bus stop take bus :)

home :) rest awhile , than meet wc, tx and eric play basketball ..sorry wc to make u angry ..

after tat walk walk at the basamalam awhile with them than go bankit eat than go viod deck play taping LOL my skill turn slow liao ! than home :)

deardear as u said we still have time de :)

as long as our heart still have each other can liao,

dear i love u :)

2010-03-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

原来我在你心理是多么的不至。。

多么的 hua bu lia。。

当我关眼睛的时后，

色么都没有，

只有眼泪。。

i miss u so much ,

what about u?

2010-03-09T08:44:00.002+08:00

sorry dear , i shouldnt force u to say wat u dont..

i know i dont understand , but i try my best to understand..

everyday i promise myself to make u happy and smile ,

one day of not talking and ansing my call is enough ..

i tried to changed myself to a better , like how a boyfriend should be..

i am sorry ..

2010-03-06T15:23:00.005+08:00

taken from dear , nth more to post about , no mood..

2010-03-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

back , tired so not going to blog liao ..

after reading the letter i felt , family was important..

2010-02-28T22:01:00.001+08:00

boyboy love deardear alot:)

happy 219 days:)

and and deardear say me not caring:(

2010-02-27T11:59:00.003+08:00

yesterday

morning go bus stop wait for them , than after tat class than end school :)

today deardear come my school and pei me :) after when home get change ,

than when to lot 1 to walk walk , and eat at there ..after tat something happen

don wish to say liao ..after tat meet jas they all slack at my house here ..

dam funny la we all talk craps , than after tat when to 7-11 eat ..slack awhile

than about 1 plus i go home liao ..and and my leg very very de pain ..

today

wake up , on com and deardear call me go back sleep LOL ..i very guai de

so i when back and sleep , and now i wake up liao , heard tat deardear

coming my house , i wish she can stay longer la ..sian i ltr still nid go work with father ..

tats all bye:)

found out tat , when each day pass , u calling me lesser and smsing me lesser liao ..

2010-02-24T20:28:00.005+08:00

me:) taken in the class..i very ugly!

sweet :)

i like this :)

dear and me :)

see deardear face haha! cute right :)

school was fun today :)

i today super lazy , so photo for today :)

我爱你：）

2010-02-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

friday

school as per normal , dear come to my school and meet me , after tat meet fx , than when to west mall watch movie :) 花田喜事ok la funny :) after tat when to csc play pool , skill was sux ! need more training haha! after tat take bus home:) love the feeling when taking bus with dear :)

at night , when to meet wc, zy, esther , joel , eric , fx , tx and my bro :) all slack at there talk cocks :)

still can recalled tat we walk alot because of the wc house LOL..than home sleep ..

yesterday

dear come to my house in the morning :) after tat when to bankit to repair specs ..LOL still nid 40+ to repair, than when home sleep , cos head very pain ..so i sleep , while fx and dear play 2 ppl majong , and and deardear i not pig OK! i can hear everything u say ok! than i wake up play with dear few rounds , in the end lose alot! after tat when to plaza to eat kfc with ,my bro , joel, fx and dear , after tat when home again play majong lose again! sian , deardear luck dam good ! after tat about 5 like tat send dear to bus stop , while i when to help my father work..at night , when to zy house , cos finding joel , after tat her mom gave me red packet LOL than play with teng bao :) cute sia him :) after tat slack at playground with joel , fx, wc and tx LOL keep s____

than we play catching LOL i know is lame ..i run until like fuck! ok la its fun cos long time no run liao ..than home and sleep..

today

wake up use com awhile than when to west mall eat subway with fx and dear , ok la its nice :) after tat when to csc to play pool , after tat play billard fun la , cos i just learn how to play , after tat tx , esther , wc , jas and eric came , so we open table and play :) today i on form :) after tat when to west mall to have dinner , than bus home .. sunddenly i miss deardear kiss LOL !

dear i miss u :)

2010-02-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

today

when to school as normal , study , s____ , and pool , cards okok la ..

after tat when to yishun to meet dear , and have my dinner there with her ,

than meet her gan er zi , than talk s____ , than arcard and alot more !

her her alot alot alot ..

i was so sad , i lost my cig box again! and was dear buy for me wan!

really feel very sad ..

love

dear

2010-02-16T10:53:00.001+08:00

happy birthday deardear :)

going 7 mth liao :)

love u alot alot :)

2010-02-12T21:20:00.004+08:00

today , school , dear came over to my school , bused home. those kids are super noisy and annoying . reached home , played cards . went to bankit , supposed to get a new frame , but shop not open ._. closed for CNY ): eyes pain + red red . 7eleven to get drink , wanted to go to lot 1 but didnt , lazy -.- so went back home. supposed to sleep , but in the end played cards . off for late lunch at ahma's area! LOLS! bought eye drop ((: homed. and finally sleep .... until like pig , wake up at about 8 , rushed to work. now at work place , tomorrow den go home . dear will miss boy very very much.

yesterday , err , wake up , go school , end school , go home , go work , reach home very very late .

and i love my deardear very much (:

posted by deardear @2126

2010-02-10T21:34:00.003+08:00

i'm supposed to post this :

POST ANYTHING! ANYHOW POST!

orders give by owner of this blog ™

boyboy fat fat dont noisy nosiy deardear want.
boyboy give real muack muack deardear wont angry angry .
boyboy love deardear many many , deardear very happy happy :DD

i ♥ you boyboy ~ i love you ~ muackkkkkkkk!

2010-02-09T17:37:00.003+08:00

RULES; Express your Love for SE7EN and get others to know more about you. Copy and Paste the following into your own blog and complete all SE7EN bullets of the SE7EN questions. Then, pick SE7EN ppl to pass it on! Have fun!

S E 7 E N Things that make me Smile :
#o1. dear
#o2. sec fernz
#o3. class frenz
#o4. help ppl make me feel happy
#o5. family
#o6. see baby tat very very cute
#o7. did very well in something

S E 7 E N Ways to Win my Heart :
#o1. dont care wat my past
#o2. support me when problem comes
#o3. say out all unhappy thing
#o4. know wat i am thinking and understand me well
#o5. cheer me up when i am sad
#o6. alway by my side when i need
#o7. of cos love me very much!

S E 7 E N People I Believe/Trust In:
#o1. dear
#o2. myself
#o3. dear
#o4. myself
#o5. dear
#o6. myself
#o7. dear

S E 7 E N Things I'm Hope To Have/Do Now:
#o1. try to be a very best boyfrenz
#o2. deardear to kiss me now O.o
#o3. poly
#o4. labby
#o5. don quarral with deardear anymore
#o6. out and buy alot of things:)
#o7. pool :)

S E 7 E N Things I Do Everyday:
#o1. talk with deardear
#o2. sms with deardear
#o3. sleep
#o4. use com
#o5. eat
#o6. walk
#o7. drink water

S E 7 E N People I Want to See Now:
#o1. dear
#o2. dear
#o3. dear
#o4. dear
#o5. dear
#o6. dear
#o7. dear

S E 7 E N People who should also do this:
#o1. jasmine
#o2. atx
#o3. iris
#o4. sandy
#o5. zhiying
#o6. esther
#o7. joel

today

morning deardear come to my house :) LOL and i still sleeping like pig -.- after when to bankit to do her hair thing LOL ..after when to school for lessons , same things -.- and i have done the fastest but very ugly , by teacher ..after tat home and i am broke

u wont say i wont know , i know was not

point , but was up to u ..and i know the feeling

of keeping things in heart not easy .. i love u

dear

2010-02-08T10:38:00.002+08:00

i miss deardear alot

now at school blogging , just came back from break LOL , sian sian sian

i miss her alot

lastly boy alway love dear alot :)

2010-02-07T22:55:00.002+08:00

bored

morning wake up, when to plaza with ray and joel for morning bf , but when there in the end no set A LOL sian , than when to tekken .. lose alot ..skill drop liao ..after tat they pei me go causeway to repair my phone :) after tat walk walk awhile than when home , boring day with no deardear :(

i miss u alot dear :)

can a rotten apple be still eaten , when cut away the rotten part?

2010-02-06T08:51:00.003+08:00

yesterday

yesterday when out to bugis :) love yesterday alot :) walk around the bugis street and i brought 4 sets of shirt , while dear brought 8 + i think LOL spent about 200 plus altogether ? LOL after tat cab to parklan to pool :) my skill still okok only -.- about 9 plus take bus home :) and i forgot take one more bag , so sorry dear..when home bath and still liao ..

today

oh look at deardear ! still sleeping right now , pig right ! hahahahahaha! ok la she was cute la i love her very very very much la :)

我爱你：）

2010-02-04T11:01:00.004+08:00

i was told to do this.

________

yesterday

________

still sleeping until dear called and woke up from lalaland , otherwise sure late!! boy pig pig pig. went to school , do the usuals , sit in class & all those ....... break time played chinese chess. lesson again. then homed. den went to work with father. and dear couldnt find the present for boy , how ...

THAT'S ALL !!

_____

today

_____

called dear and make her wake up ( boy naughty naughty! ) . she pig pig pig!! but boy more PIGGGG! now having lessons.

present for boy :

lastly , boyboy loves deardear very very much :D

2010-02-02T21:48:00.002+08:00

today wake up use com awhile , after tat 12 plus take bus to school for lesson ..sian la how i wish today turn to no lesson ..when school do the soder de again LOL must why don go -.- sian de lor i do until very ugly , sure get very low marks de ..after tat bus to plaza to eat , i know i very fat liao still eat -.- than tekken awhile , than when to tx house to slack talk alot of cocks , than i play with his didi :) cute sia , after tat when home ..not much things happened today , so this post very boring..

i know in their eyes, they look down on me ..

thank u dear for alway pei me when i am down

dear i love u.

2010-01-31T09:00:00.002+08:00

copied from jasmine ..

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:

FIRST QUIZ

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone? - Yes

Q: Been arrested? - No

Q: Do you like someone? -Yes

Q: Held a snake? - NO
Q: Been suspended from school? - NO ( i so guai ok:))

Q: Sang karaoke? - No
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? - Yes

Q: Laughed until you started crying? - Yes
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? - No
Q: Kissed in the rain? - No

Q: Sang in the shower? - YES sometime

Q: Sat on a roof top? - NO

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? - No

Q: Broken a bone? - NO

Q: Shaved your head? - NO

Q: Played a prank on someone? - Yes

Q: Shot a gun? - Yes

Q: Donated Blood? - No

Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? - joel
2. You texted? - dear

3. You were in a car with? - father
4. Went to the movies with? - Wc, Jas, tx, dear & Eric
5. Person you went to shop with? - joel and ray ?
6. You talked on the phone? - dear
7. Made you laugh? - dear
8. You hugged? - of cos is u dear :)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? - sun
2. Winter or Fall? - Winter

3. Left or Right? - right (cos i scare of left -.-)

4. Sunny or rainy? - rainy
5. Where do you live? - bukit panjang

6. Club or pub? - Pub
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? -Yes

8. Do you want to get married? - Yes by20

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - twirl
10. What time is it? - 9.07 am

11. Are you afraid of commitment? - No
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? - forever with deardear until we got married :)

13. Do you cook? - yes maggie mee LOL
14. Current mood? - Bored

-IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? - yes
2. Sang? - yes
3. Listened to music? - Yes

4. Danced? - No
5. Cried? - No
6. Liked someone you can't? - No
7. Thinking of someone? - Yes

8. Wanted to say I Love you to someone special? - no
-YOURS FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? - Haven

2. Who was your first roommate? - forgot liao
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? - ohoh at deardear got don know drink wat !

5. What was your first car? - I 17 only
6. Who was your first grade teacher? - cant really recalled liao
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? - china i think
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? - forgot liao

9. Who was your first Best Friend? - forgot liao
10. Who is your best friend? - joel they all?
11. Where was your first sleepover? - forgot very long time liao
12. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? - a garl i think

13. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid? - bridesmaid

14. Who's was the girl/boy you like/love now? - LIM YANTIING :)

15. Who's was the girl/boy you want to be with now? - Same
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? -use com lor
17. First tattoo or piercing? - Piercing
18. First celebrity crush? - don know
19. First crush? - iris

SECOND QUIZ

If you're a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
If you're a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking? - Nope

2. Smart? - Nope
3. Preferred age? - somehow must be understand
4. Preferred height? - shorter than me :)
5. How about sense of humor? - no

6. How about piercings ? - anything
7. Accepts you for who you are? - Of course
8. Pink hair? - eee don like

9. Mushy or no? - No
10. Thin or fat? - Thin
11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)? - brown or white can ..
12. Long hair or short hair?- long wan better
13. Plastic or metal? - metal

14. Smells good? - nth

15. Smoker? - don tell u leh
16. Drinker? - Yeah

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type? - ya
18. Muscular? - oh don say liao
19. Plays piano? - better
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar? - don know
21. Plays violin? - never

22. Sings very good? - Ok
23. Vain? - ?

24. With glasses? - Anything
25. With braces? - okok
26. Shy type? - Better not

27. Rebel or good boy/girl? - anything

28. Active or passive? - Active
29. Tight or bomb? - Tight
30. Singer or dancer? - singer
31. Stunner? - no

32. Hiphop? - no
33. Earrings? - Ok ma
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop? - LOL no!
35. Dimples? - huh?
36. Bookworm? - better not
37. Mr/Ms. love letter? - Sure
38. Playful? - Yeah
39. Flirt? - little can liao
40. Poem writer? - no~!
41. Serious? - Yesh!
42. Campus crush? - Nope
43. Painter? - no
44. Religious? - Anything
45. Someone who likes to tease people? - little bit can liao
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak? - no!
47. Speaks 20 languages? -siao.. 3 can le
48. Loyal or faithful? - Faithful
49. Good kisser - yeah ! deardear was a good kisser
50. loves children? - Of course

going out now liao ..

2010-01-30T12:32:00.004+08:00

some picture for today:)

pooh with my cpl ring :)

pooh :)

me and my dear:)

me :)

today wake up , when to plaza eat with joel and ray , lol set A LOL , okok la than when to acarde play tekken :) win few round :) now talking with deardear :)

187 i love u

2010-01-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

i would try to be the one

today wake up so dam tired , don feel like going to school , look at dear , sleep until so soundly:)

she was cute de lor , love her alot , wish tat she could stay at my house more days :( today when to school nth much , got a test , LOL dam easy de lor ! was like sec school things lor ! LOL and today teacher very good gave us early go home by half hour :) when home to see dear , cos miss her alot:) after tat when to plaza , meet jasmine they all , than when to jurong point to movie :) today we watch MY EX :) ok la very scare on some part :) after tat walk walk awhile than buy rings :) yeah! would upload it on some other day, after tat bus to bukit batok csc play pool , was super fun de lor , haha! love today and i love deardear more :) wish tat she would like wat i given to her :)

lastly I LOVE DEARDEAR ALOT :)

2010-01-24T22:30:00.003+08:00

today

when to plaza with joel, eric , tx , wc , ray and zy go there first thing first was acarde tekken with them :) fun lor :) rank up thank to tat guy let me win :) than when to kopitiam buy water drink , in the end the knn jun guo never turn up ! make we all wait so long ! after tat when to popular to play something , than whem to some place buy thing :) after tat when home sleep awhile than go help my father work ..today dam alot of ppl , today tio kan by my father alot of time , cos i bo mood , and my mind is out of somewhere liao ..after tat home liao :) tired..

was thinking why u r angry ?

sorry dear :(

2010-01-24T09:17:00.002+08:00

yesterday

morning wake up when to plaza eat , cos very hungry , than arcard awhile , than meet jasmine they all than bus to yishun... reach there , first thing first :) tekken :) lose lor ! knn 2rounds sian la ...than in the end the person never come knn make me wait so long ! after tat pei dear go her daddy house , than play e stupid game , i win deardear score lor :) see i so pro take ppl sai and play :)after tat walk back to jurong point , than my slipper kanna break ..than go buy super glue to glue back..reach the int change , sure tx they all than take bus with them lor :) talk alot of crap in the bus LOL after tat when to help my father work , there super many ppl lor ! very tired ..when home talk with deardear awhile than sleep liao :)

i miss deardear alot how i wish i can hold her hand tight and not letting go

2010-01-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

morning , wake up do all the stuff , than pack everything go school .. meet ray , than take bus to school :) LOL raining like fuck , cold :( than reach school , lesson than break ..pool awhile , than see cca fair ..i choose badmition as my cca :) after so long finally have my cca , plz let me in !! than after school meet dear at west mall , eat KFC than when to singtel shop to see weather i can repair my phone or not ..in the end no! sian ..than wallk walk around , buy case :) than when to dy house to watch movie la , scary sio ..fun la today :) tat all ..

speechless

2010-01-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

no , when i nid u u alway be there for me

no , u care for me when i don know where pain

no , u alway came from so far to my place and see me

no , u r a good listener to me

no , u guide me when i am lost

no , u support me anything tat i done

no , when i am up sad u try your very best to cheer me up

no , ur the best girlfriend i ever had

no , ur not unreasonable , its just tat u use some other way to express it

no , dear u change me alot , from a person who don express anything out , but now thing were diff

no , dear its not your fault , any ppl would done wrong thing de

no , when i cant sleep u try your best to make yourself awake and pei me

lastly my love on u would never change , dear i love u

dear i don really wanna quarral with u de, my heart also hurts, tears rool down from my eyes when i am smsing ..when u said don care u , and u know tat i cant do it ..i know and tat time , u need a person to talk with , cos being alone was not very good , cos i know ..sorry i am a lousy boyfriend alway made u angry alway don listen to u , seldom care about your feeling , i am trying very hard to be the best, just like some others cpl ..at tat time i am holding my hp and seeing the display picture, i wanted to call u and say sorry to u but i don have the courage to do so, i know by saying sorry was no use de , because i hurt u ..dear sorry..

dear ur right , at least i am feeling better now :)

2010-01-17T20:22:00.002+08:00

morning wake up at 8.30 :)deardear called me up :) she is cute de lor :) love her alot :) than meet jasmine , wei cheng and teng xiang go timah play pool :) LOL my pool was still sux la , heng wei cheng teach me alot :) thx la :) after tat bus to PP to see deardear , she 1h break :) we eat china thing :) after tat she smoke , than walk walk , than she go back to work liao ..than i bus home , was very tired today ..

deardear i miss u alot x10

2010-01-16T08:47:00.005+08:00

happy birthday jasmine !

yesterday

morning , deardear come to my house :) than after tat we eat the mee , she say not good , but to me okok la:)

than after tat we sleep awhile , than wake up , use com awhile , play the y8 game , is fun de lor :)deardear own man! about 2 , we when to plaza to meet the rest , than i acrde awhile :) awhile all the rest came liao , they say hungry , so we go mac eat :) after tat bus to marine parade , LOL fist time go there sia , when there first thing was pool liao :) my skill was like so dam sux can! pool about few hours , than watch them play bowling , than i and deardear go watch the toy thing , heng never play is like wasting money like tat ..after all , when to 7-11 to buy my water and one beer for deardear , than to da bao food , than they buy cake for jas ...we walk to a place and sit down and eat :) the cake was like dam like lor :) icecream cake :) after tat i and deardear bus home ..

thank you dear :) for pei me today :)

i feel very happy today , love u :)

2010-01-13T20:11:00.003+08:00

when days pass , i found out that , i love u even more

我爱你 :)

2010-01-12T19:53:00.002+08:00

nothing can explain how much i love u

would be a short post for today,morning when to school for temperture taking..lol is sian de lor

after tat when to eat for BF with ray they all :) after school bring us to beach and play i think for ..

after tat when to meet jas , than she pei be go PP to see my dear :) miss her so much :) sorry dear for so late reaching ps..after she take break and eat :) after tat i super so SEE HER STILL SMALL

than i buy her cig, see i look like 18 right :) after we go walk walk see for rings and alot ,than take bus to plaza , at the bus say wei cheng :) chat alot of things about ite , LOL fun la , than we all when to plaza eat , with ding xiang to eat LJ:) sian la going broke liao ...after tat home liao ..

i miss daerdear alot alot alot

2010-01-11T21:28:00.002+08:00

today wake up at 6am , so early right , than meet loren they all at jas house there :) long time bo see them liao :) sit down there play cards with them :) lose la , i so noob , after tat when to take bus with ray to school , he dam slow la , 3 bus gone because of him -.- reach there super sian de lor , use com play game lor , guess wat y8. com , somemore i super lame de lor , still play this kind of game ,

bo bian ! after tat teacher finally start teach liao , teaching java script :) was dam fun de lor , using a few words can make a lot of things out lor :) i am more and more interested in my course liao :)after teacher giv us 40min break , sian lor , so didnt eat , sit there play com ..than the teacher siao liao , teach awhile giv us break again 1h this time LOL wtf ! learn nth lor , after tat EEP time , sian de lor , all learn liao ...after tat rush back to home , cos taking maths result .. reach home slck a while , eat , than wait for deardear to come , than she pei me go take result ..don wanna say liao very bad -.- no mood say tat liao ..afternoon sleep , than about 7 plus sent her to woodland int ..

was like super miss her de lor :)

sometimes i admire ppl who r poly and jc wan ..

2010-01-10T21:26:00.002+08:00

today wake up at about 8am plus , wa song ar no work , no school love sunday alot :)

wake up use com , first thing reed blogs , play facebook :) i know la ( deardear will say borning de )

after tat waiting for deardear to come my house :) is like long long long time no see liao la !

LOL is like one day never meet only lor -.- but i still miss deardear now :) love u dear ..

after tat when down to pick deardear :) after tat deardear pei me go eat , LOL she never eat la

so skinny liao ! somemore so young must eat more lor 12 years old only leh haha! after sit

down at void deck awhile chat chat :) than up to my house liao :) m&n , while she eating..

after tat sandy come , than we play majong liao :) wa today super no luck de lor ! is like everytime no luck wan-.- after tat sian liao , don wish to play liao , than go up play dia di with deardear ,

na bei and lose lor KNN , super no luck de lor today ! 8 round only 1 win -.- sian liao lor , than never play liao , than deardear say she hungry , than i go cook mee for her :) see her eat i got a bit wan to eat la :) after tat she rest awhile , than pei her to bus stop , than she go liao :( i miss her alot alot ..

sian la tml taking o-level maths result , feel like not taking leh , scare go there cant control myself beat ppl ! LOL..pray hard u don see me and don say anything :)if not i only can say sorry to u :) gonna skip the last lesson of school , sian la ! i wish tml deardear can get good result and smile to me when she meet me :)

deardear ! where my five kiss leh !

don think u my ah ma , u can like tat hor !

think about yourself , all this years , how many

ppl come and lock our door and put print ?

write big word and the wall? fun? i feel no face

living with u ! really !

i miss u alot dear

2010-01-09T09:55:00.001+08:00

close of my eye, alot of things came to my mind.

stuff that were all unhappy , problem and stress.

no mood for today....

2010-01-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

today reach school about 7.30am ,

so go canteen eat lor , cos lesson starts at 8am..

lol lesson keep drag and drag , slack and slack

seriously don like the way wat teacher do..

and the lesson was like ! WTH all Q they ask is like sec 1 lor

think we stupid ar? don know how to plus ar?

LOL , somemore should be release on 12.30 de ..

but cos we all know wat to ans the Q and plus we know all liao,

so the teacher release us 1 h early LOL, fuck right!

after tat deardear pei me go plaza , and now is my turn to use eye power:)

to see deardear eat liao:) deardear bad la call me eat !

after tat walk walk awhile , than when back home , and she pei me :)

after tat majong with alot ppl :) nice ;a , but i today no form leh,

never win leh saded la, last round is deardear lucky hor !

i let uu win wan de hor, if not u all no chance wan de hor:)

(LOL talk until i like pro liao tat..)

after tat eat for dinner , than sit awhile , than about 7 ,

pei deardear take bus to woodland :)

because i too miss deardear liao la (does this sweet talk?)

how i wish deardear pei me tml ..

2010-01-07T16:55:00.002+08:00

today i am fucking no mood ..

i am in the school , not slacking, u think every ppl in the

ite like to play around fool around tat ur teacher r wrong..

i am there to study , and to get out of the school as fast as can..

if tat was the day i spent in the school like this , i rather don wan..

and be on time next time i waited for u about 1hour to start lesson ..

but in the end u every lesson start late , and take your own sweet time ,

i don like the fucking attudue ur teacher giv to student ..

and to one BLACK FUCKING INDIAN teacher ! is u r the one who

don start lesson and don teach , don blamb me from sleep ..

i am no fault at all ! and try me , if ur tml still carry on like this i will walk

out of the classroom..

sorry dear , i didn't mean to be like tat ..i really cant help it when i

was really no mood ..i really looked forward for tml meeting..

i love u dear!

sometime listening songs may make me feel better..

2010-01-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

today when to school as per normal,

reach school eat bf with ray ,

afterwards , gather at auditirum for briefing of rules, by DM

LOL , dam sian la !..LOL miss dear alot at tat time ..

and thx dear for smsing me love u :)

after tat tea break , for half hour.. after the break, they continute the talk

until 12 plus , than break again 45 min :) LOL

than when to classroom LOL love the aircon :)

they never teach anything today , sian don know go school for wat..

after tat when to meet dear, than west mall,

watch movie , treasure hunter , okok la the movie :)

after tat walk walk awhile than bus home :)

in my mind i have a hundred wish u would come to my school ,

pei me study everyday, but i know i cant be so selfish !

i wan her to go to a good school , not like me bo bian !

and today i see u cry, my heart feel very pain too ,

i cried too ..dear anything i will be by your side k?

i love u dear

2010-01-05T20:30:00.002+08:00

today as usual wake up at 6.30am,

loved deardear alway called me up :)

use com awhile than chat with dear awhile ,

than when to ray house wait for him -.- LOL

he still sleeping somemore ! after tat when down take bus to campus

reach there slack awhile at canteen , listen songs , sms dear :)

first 1.30 h listen at hall listen them talk cocks ,

after when down tea break , sitting with ray frenz ..

LOL i never eat , plus lazy ! miss deardear alot at tat time

after tat go lab , have our aircon , doing some survy!

the teacher early dismiss us , wtf ! sorry dear! i don know they early dismiss..ps!

after tat meet deardear , and when to west mall ,

first time zone :) LOL no ppl in there ! majong lor !

no luck today , deardear also no luck , sian ..

after stare deardear eat , haha!

after tat walk around and fucking! fuck ! fuck !

than take the same bus home liao ..

how i wish i have a more time with her ..

dear i miss u

2010-01-03T19:12:00.003+08:00

morning when out with with dear eat :)

after tat slack a while than arcard awhile :)

after slack a while than when to lot one buy things :)

after slack at staircase a while , than home !

i don really the this home i can tell your!

i don nid you either !

i cant feel any of your love !

wat u alway gave me is money !

i learn it from u !

i can tell u i don believe u anymore !

u all r just lier !

don say u love me anymore , cos u r not !

in fact i don believe anyone !

2010-01-02T09:54:00.002+08:00

wake up at 7 plus ! super early de la..

doing all the same thing again and again in every morning ..

fb first , than see ppl blog , than drama KO3GUO nice :)

cant wait for next ep :)

ltr if not lazy than update more ..

2010-01-01T16:52:00.003+08:00

yesterday sleep at 4am ,

yet wake up at 9 am , pro rite LOL

see la eye pain liao , cos of the stupid lens !

cos yesterday watch drama too late , nice la, guess i am addicted to it..

wake up use facebook , than drama , after eat ..

than audi awhile ..than facebook..after tat nth much to do liao..

listen songs liao..

seldom think about u liao,

maybe time was the one who help me ..

but my world r still black and white and

full guilty with it ! maybe get a girlfren will help?

maybe bah, this time i scare of getting hurt liao,

so i wont put so much heart in R&S liao..

Love the heart that hurts you, But never hurt the heart that loves you.

2009-12-31T13:37:00.003+08:00

today wake up at 6.30 LOL so early rite!..

than process to ray house LOL , his mum go with us ..

than bus 963 , sweet don nid change any bus :)

the school was like OMG was so old ! toilet is like WTF!

so old and dirty .. not feeling like using liao..

than they intro, buy shirt and school-u..

and and alot of pai kia ! not much pretty garl there..

spent about 100 plus! btw not my money also la :)

than take bus home also, LOL i put 60 cents the driver

think tat i above 18 , call me take out ic and see LOL

k la tats all for today :) drama :) and and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 :)

saded was i never go countdown , my bro go only :)

smiles everyone :)

2009-12-30T22:15:00.002+08:00

back from bugis!

with same old frenz la :) will miss them de ,

don miss me when school time start , cos i wont be eating with u all liao:)

today spent alot of money , watching movie chipmunks :) so cute la :)

walao! today a bit don like to tok , no mood , flash back alot of past things..

after tat pool with them LOL x sio! than back home LOL they joke so much,

how i wish time could stay there , where smiles taken places..

after tat jas pei me walk home :) thx la ! taken one photo with her ,

so tat i wont forgot u all , when i leave u all , good luck on your study!

don joke around liao, next year must work harder , don be like me :(

sian tml still nid to wake up so early go campus LOL 8.30 somemore ,

anyone wanna pei me ? guess no one can wake up so early bah-.-

right here le bye , eye super pain , wear lens the whole day ..

pain pain...

2009-12-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

today nth much, wake up eat bf..

after tat pei jf and sandy go plaza,

they eat i acarde..LOL getting boring soon ..

不是配不上，是你害帕去面对

everytime see u , act cute , keep laughing

seldom see u cry but i know everytime tears

just came out when things happened ..

because in your heart there was still a kind of thing called fear

2009-12-28T14:05:00.003+08:00

你怕失败

got ite result :) bukit batok , heng got one of my

friends same class with me :) sian still nid to report at wed..

today i think i rot at home better bah :)

and the drama really very nice , in love with it :)

maybe less seeing u was better..

its good tat u have so many frenz pei u,

every now and than ..

佳政放手。。真的有那么困难吗？

2009-12-27T07:41:00.004+08:00

today wake up so dam early, because i had a dream...

so real so real, and i dream about u..

OMG! i don know wat happened to me this few days liao..

maybe too tired liao, eye this few days very pain,

i think is because of the lens bah..

maybe ltr going out ? update more ltr...

edited

just now when to plaza eat,

after tat arcard , lol lose to a small kid :(

somemore say me bully ! LOL WTF!

after tat walk home..use com a while play cards

play majong , win a lot money :)

if ur not good, i say u good

if no ones want u , i want u

if a person truly love u, it doesnt care about your past

what the person like is your heart

2009-12-26T09:37:00.003+08:00

today i just have a short post ,

sadded my spec break! not even tow months old leh..knn

see la hai me early in the morning wear lens-.-,

somemore wear until night..nth more liao, nowdays

using com only nth much..

my patient has its limit , don force me go down and slap u !

i said it i mean it, test me , and i will do it..

mind your mouth , mind wat u r saying..

in fact whole of your family is like tat, THINK BEFORE U SAY OUT THING!

because of your mouth , whole family quarral !

u know who am i refering Mei !

2009-12-25T10:56:00.002+08:00

sian , this few days nth much happen ..

monday the result of the school come out..

than must report to the campus , sian..

who wans to pei me? i think no one ..

ltr maybe go help my father, since i have nth to do at home ..

Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other, but then every morning I wake up and realize I love you more then the day before.

2009-12-24T09:43:00.005+08:00

The planetary positions on this Quarter Moon day show the importance of not neglecting your responsibilities in the home, Libra. There could be a feeling of frustration or jealousy due to an observation that a seemingly undeserving competitor may be more successful than you are. It is hard to see that this may not be the truth. The negative emotions that come up can make you touchy and somewhat depressed, and may even cause tension in your relationship. If it does, try to settle the disagreement privately, because it is not good to escalate something that can heal in a very short time.

my daily horoscope

Love is like Life. Not easy and not happy all the time. But do you stop living? Than why stop loving?

wow i like this :) but this was the past of me liao.. now gonna find a new gf liao..i wont fall because of

a tree, because i still have a forest..

2009-12-23T08:20:00.007+08:00

friends and brothers are always

with u when u need them.

Day after day, time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching, but I can't find....
The courage to show, to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again, I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me?
Oh yeah
How will I know....?
If I let you go
Night after night, I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no-one like you, you speak to my heart
It's such a shame, we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later, I gotta choose
And once again, I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me?
Oh yeah
How will I know....?
If I let you go
If I let you go
Ooh baby
Once again I'm thinking about
taking the easy way out
But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me?
Oh yeah
How will I know....?
If I let you go
But if I let you go, I will never know
Oh baby
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me?
Oh yeah
How will I know....?
If I let you go

song : if i let u go

LOL find it meaningful :)

nth to post about, this few days very sian , going out with same frenz :)

tml x-mas :) wish everyone would have lots of present :) a bit lame ..

wonder wat did she doing now? fun?

2009-12-21T00:51:00.006+08:00

don judge the book by its cover..

can i ask u know me well?

can i ask wat was the meaning of bully?

calling ppl stop is a bully?

and plz u don even know the story line well,

don even say ppl..

yi da qi xiao? plz i don even stop them, don even scold . don even treaten..

laugh! think before u say..

and if the time go back, i would still do the same thing..

plus i have given 3 warning to them to stop..

and since u say until like tat ,

than i can just say u think too much..

edited

morning wake up , use com..

about 10plus when back to school for giving school fees..

after tat when to plaza walk walk ,

than go acrade play awhile , than home :)

so wats wrong with going ite?

since u say until u like so good like tat ,

than u better work hard, if not i would laugh! at u haha!

u think i would angry if u say me?

plz la , i not like u bad temp, u think everybody like u?

your wrong :) there are alot of ppl does not like u:)

2009-12-20T19:11:00.002+08:00

today wake up ,use com awhile , after tat when to plaza eat..

after tat acrade play awhile, LOL spent alot today..

after tat afternoon when to lot 1 , cos joel playing cpl neck,

than when to bukit ask for dying hair how much, WOW

it was cheap :) maybe today going dye :)

and and tml buying labtop :) cool!

in a r&s one party would gave in more , and the other party would be slacking..

in the end the party tat gave in the most would suffer more..

2009-12-19T22:17:00.003+08:00

saying i love you was not important, whats important was how much u love the person

today wake up , use com a while after tat choose which school i want,

after tat i have chosen the school liao :)

enjoyed your chalet yt :)

take care :)